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Monday, August 28, 2006

-ward 48*

here i am again. dont say why i never update. haha. im posted back to SGH le. this time round is ward 48. orientation today. a real short one indeed. thrown to our specific rooms in the first 2 hours. and it was like so stranger to me lar. not used to it after 2 weeks at IMH. the place which left a deep impression on me. the place where i get to relax the most, not doing any vital signs or bedpan rounds. just plain playing with the patients and keeping them accompany. yup! i will just have to start getting use to working back at SGH. so busy on the first day. so messy. so lost. so tired. no chance to sit around and chit chat. no chance to play handphone. no chance to play mahjong! wahahahahaha. i just want to chop chop end my ward 48 posting and get across to ward 58. so near yet so far. its just an ID ward away. i just have to get through the ID door and get to see him! wahahahaha. opps! i want to do so many things. i want to watch movies! i want to go Kbox. i want to go tanning! i want to go shopping! i want to spend cash! i want to buy new shorts! i want my attachment to hurry end. i want to get allowance from working. i want to find a job during my break. i want i waNT I WANT!

i dropped dead.

6:59 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, August 24, 2006

-tired*

its all over and im not going to think about it anymore. results come out then say bahs. papers are tough lar. what to do? year 2 le mah. fate lar. lets see what will it do to me. haha. last paper today. we all planned to like stay til the end then leave. but i scared the longer i stay the more answers i will change so left at 10. on the way out i gave jovell, minmin, tingting and hannah that 'can go le' face. wah kao! all dont get my look sia. took train from yio chu kang to boon lay. train ride sia. dont know where to go mah. haha. in the end ate at crystal jade at jurong point. haha. walked the whole building. nothing interesting. so took train down to bugis. process got say want to go science centre, discovery centre, bird park, zoo, ice skating. haha. alot of places lar. ended up in bugis. i bought a top frm Mindustrie, not shy to say a bra and another bikini from funfit. haha. adding to my collection i have got 3 bods man! one from my daddy, one from topshop and now from funfit. woot! i spent so so so much! must save man! lolx. my legs are tired now. cant walk le. only can watch movie, sing and tan! the pictures will be out soon when jovell and joy send me theirs.

i dropped dead.

11:22 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, August 19, 2006

-unpredictable*

year 2 semester 1. worst time of the year. first, i wasnt in the mood to study. practically enjoying myself. my brains are not working well enough to remember all those i have learnt. the exams are so close after attachment. the lecture notes are so thick. the papers are so unpredictable. toughing my life up. stressing my brain cells. lecturers dont want to give hints. hints given were not really hints. well i will just have to accept the reality. if needed to take sub paper, im willing to. cause daddy says what's over is over and there's nothing you can do.

i dropped dead.

10:17 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, August 17, 2006

-so dead*

im so dead for 2119. dont wanna fail. just hope for the best. at least a 'D'. 55 MCQs for behaviour mod! believe it! right before my eyes. gosh! flipping over and over. the questions are out to test my intelligience man! charlene heard my sigh. haha. i do until i blur. i surrender man! white flag. nearly wanted to cry. could just feel the stress run through me lar. another 45 MCQs came from PPR and abnormal behaviour. altogether 100 MCQs 100 marks! 50 will do. just praying hard. tomorrow is mental health. another can go and die module. havent really started. in the process now.

i dropped dead.

11:55 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Monday, August 14, 2006

-dearest me sianed*

monday blues. i having the darn shit monday blues. wtf! supposed to be at the library studying. but im home staring straight into my book. blankly man! haha. so lazy to get out of the darn house. when i open the lecture notes, i just wanna lie on my head and sleep. haha. reading through the notes for the whole day and nothing went in! hell man! im going to suffer real hard for this semester exams! somebody save me! no exam mood! and im only left with 2 days! oh my god MY GOD!

i dropped dead.

10:51 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Sunday, August 13, 2006

-reveal*

pictures from my camera reveal le.

our present from B-side to Mr Neo.

shrunken picture of the foursome. abit too small lar. from left: jovell, germaine, mrs paul tan and ah min ah. wahahahahahaha.

jovell and germaine!

paul, you jealous not? i kissed ur honey leh.

the couple! mr paul tan and miss chua tingting. lolx. thank me mr tan!

candid shot while they were talking. haha. look he so mesmerised by her lar. that cuckoo!

germaine's speech ;

okie dokie! thats all revealed from my camera. still got jovell's part to complete it! wahahahaha. had so much fun that i wished it never ended man! anyway i bought a pair of golden CROCS that day. wahahahahaha. and a pair of BETULA slippers yesterday! woot! i want to go drinking, singing and watch movie! but i got exams! cant wait for it to end! i hate exams man!

i dropped dead.

7:28 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, August 12, 2006

-end*

the day a minute ago. was the last day off attachment. finally all over. haha. hmmm. nothing really much to say lar. we had a party. took pictures! cam whoring! haha.will compile the pictures when im free. after work went out to watch movie with jake at suntec. watched fireworks at marina. then walked back to suntec supposedly for food. we ended up in the arcade. haha. basement in front of subway. someone tapped my shoulder lar. you will never be able to dream of who it was. haha. yah! him!my so-called lover! he was like "eh! how come you here? your boyfriend arh?" blah blah blah. mr kpo sia! haha. he knew i was watching movie but i didnt expect to see him there lar. fated? i dont think so. its coincidence only! haha. first time see him in home clothes lar. haha. wierd! will upload the pics soon.

i dropped dead.

12:05 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, August 10, 2006

-missing*

its ending soon! so soon that it is tomorrow! oh gosh! so fast! lolx. i dont want it to end. if not no more free viewing of him le. haha. opps! only ting will agree with me bahs. ah min arh! i never get the chance to bully you leh. haha. i very bu shuang! and ting ting. i miss the craps and the talking of guys! haha. can view cant talk! maybe only for 1 hour plus? sian lor. haha. 22B! my patients! will i marry you? i give you answer tomorrow. haha. and and. wait i go out we go sentosa walk walk. then shopping and play bowling! haha. i will miss all this rubbish man! to mr tan: if you want tingting you must pass me and joy first! wahahahahahaha.

i dropped dead.

5:07 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

-national day*

happy birthday singapore! well. its home for me today. must copy lecture notes first then plan where to go. haha. yesterday went down to marina after work. woot! so packed man! no oxygen for me. nearly fainted at city link. haha. met shrooms outside new york new york. squeezed our way through to esplanade. then walked to marina. haha. so packed so packed! and hot hot hot! lolx. reached home at 12. firstly to lazy to go home. then its the crowd that make me wanna stay out till it subsides. haha. but i have to get home. cause my dad stayed up to wait for me. haha. and and and i finally know where is harry's le. haha. okie dokie. i shall stop here. thanks mummie for the coaster and clip! hope u enjoyed yourself yesterday. and sorry i was only able to make an appearance. hees. i want to watch dragon tiger gate! lolx.

i dropped dead.

11:21 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Sunday, August 6, 2006

-its sunday*

home sweet home today. so lazy to go out. yesterday went to PS with mummie to collect my handphone. hope no more problems. cause the guy told me they changed to new software and changed my flash card. woot! i think its faster abit now but yah, hope hope hope praying hard no more problems. we ate at thai express for dinner. and then rushed home to watch superband grand finals! wahahahaha. milubing is our first SUPERBAND! anyway im unbelievably guai today okie? lolx. praise myself. but really, not everytime im so guai so just let me praise myself for the motivation! wahahahaha. woke up at 11. changed bedsheet. vacuum my floor. iron the clothes. oh gosh! whats into me man! the lazy me has became hardworking (only for today i guess). haha. yup yup! exams are round the corner. in 11 days and i havent really studied much enough. have to start rushing all again at the end. sian! im so hungry now. havent eaten since i woke up. haha. what should i have for food? hmmmmmm.

i dropped dead.

1:30 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Friday, August 4, 2006

-22B*

today is the end of the first week at IMH. haha. first day blogged le. second day wasnt much of a problem lar. haha. gettting used to the ward lor. starting to know more about the patients and the staffs there. as the days go by the times spent there gets faster and faster. haha. time to see guys also shorter le. lolx. to one particular patient; at the beginning of the week. he was approachable. as in he approach me. after that he persistently find me lar! and it freaks me out! cause he will like look at me then my skirt! wtf! bloody hell! sorry to say i have been trying to avoid him cause he is so irritating. one of the SN kept on looking at me on the second day until it freaks me out too. cause my friend was like. girl you are dead meat. not only patient likes you. even the SN likes you. lolx. i was like oh shit lar. anyway the next day something happened that made me change a perception of him. yup! thanks for that care. =D another honey of mine. from HK de. wahahahahahaha. not bad looking. back score alot of points. lolx. so obsessed over him lar. shit sia. today play mahjong with him on the table. then hui xia they all were like. tachycardia above 100! lolx. and i could like feel the blood shooting up to my face. i think he roughly got the idea i like him. haha. opps! first time he talked so much to me! happenings between us? ask me lar. i tell you. wahahahahaha. about to end work the SN come complete the table of 4. haha. so paiseh! only this 2 persons made me very obsessed over lar. both also back score alot! yup yup yup! cant get to see honey for 4 days until the last day. but got the other on tuesday, thursday and friday. whether i will take numbers from them? we will see. =D im off. tata!

i dropped dead.

7:31 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

-new experience*

yesterday was my first day officially stepping into IMH. the orientation was abit boring lor. sitting in the lecture hall. i cant wait to go to the wards. but after stepping into the wards. i dont want to go in anymore le. beginning not used to it. the way they stare at you right into the eyes. pacing up and down behind you. smiling at you for no reason. it really freaks me out and send shivers through me alright? haha. that's all i can think of lar. attachment there is just accompanying the patients play only. if no case study do then steady le. lolx. yup and that's the latest update from me. working afternoon shift today. so must prepare to eat and go cause there's no food there at night.

i dropped dead.

9:42 AM ♥ in台湾台北市