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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

-piano show*

today is singapore idol piano show 1. wahahahaha. support paul twohill! he is cool with character of his own. the one with identity that no one have! and must support levin too lar. haha. both must support. but more to paul cause he can make it far. as far as top 10? lolx. the judges comments for vin is crude lar. they so bad. say the jonathan will make it to top 5? my foot! if he dont get in how? say until like so big. cut your hair like his lar. say what remind you of sly? please lor. sly is better in looks. hairstyles lor. imagine dick and florence in jon's hairstyle. i will laugh till i drop sia. anyway just vote for paul lar. text 5 to 43657 (IDOLS). wahahahaha. well tomorrow is my practical test. pray hard for me! thanks!

i dropped dead.

10:36 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

-sian*

here comes the little devil in shades. ><'"

well. my skills theory test is tomorrow and im only like 70% prepared. maybe i will have to just bluff my way through the written cause its only 30% of the overall. my practical test is more important! its 70%! argh! every now and then. the people around me are passing their tests with flying colours. congrats people! but when it comes to me. i panick when i see the lecturers and my mind will like just go blank. hais. i just want to pass both, theory and practical.

i dropped dead.

2:25 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Monday, May 29, 2006

-monday*

its superband day! before it started. it was campus day. now its superband day. cant wait to watch SOUL, LUCIFY and JUS-B on tv! wahahahaha. 2 days to theory test. 3 days to pract test. HELP! somebody save me!

i dropped dead.

7:05 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, May 27, 2006

-movie marathon*

went to watch poseidon with mummie. finally after the third try. lolx. first time was fully booked. second time i wasnt free. third time finally. not a bad show indeed. ratings from me; 7.5/10. was the first time i actaully stepped into the cathay. wow! that is a darn cool place man. to hang out! to slack! to shop! to watch! practically everything under the sun. the adidas shop there is shiok sia! i just love it! and the ben and jerry shop! wahahaha. i love ice cream. yummy! and the popcorn is caramel de! so sweet! hmmm. after the show we both dropped by at PS for awhile. then, its off to my auntie's place. home-cooked dinner by my grandmother. long time since i ate her dishes. so got the family taste. haha. then its another show at night. x-men 3: the last stand. the effect quite nice lar. the way they change the faces and skins. claps hands. dont remember watching x-men 1 and 2. so i guess i was quite lost in the beginning. however, i movie pro. so watch awhile i caught it all up in my head! wahahaha. ratings from me; 7.5/10. reached home at 11.45pm. hmmm. had been out of the house for 12 hours.

i dropped dead.

11:54 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, May 25, 2006

-not mood*

once again. the first practical test of year 2 is here. in less than 5 days. im facing a theory and a practical test. did the insertion of catheter today. gosh! its a terror man. i seriously need alot alot alot of practice and reading up! i dont want to fail another time. haiz. what can i do to make myself study hard enough for it? im so into shopping and movies. its the start of GSS! and i have to be jammed up with projects and tests. nothing but more and more tests ahead. is this the life of a poly student? i thought poly is a place that most teens enjoy their life in. its so not true for the course im in okay? a big huge wrong choice. im back to grumbling about my studies again. its always the case. when im not in good mood for studying, blog is a place i throw all my miseries. my boredom i find it. my disappointment i find it. my happiness i find it. all my feelings i put into it. but unfortunately, it cant reply me in a way or so. just being able to accept it. saturday and sunday. my target to study. hope i can. at least master the minimal.

i dropped dead.

11:11 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

-revived*

woo hoo! and they are REVIVED! LUCIFY! so happy for them! can hear them rock the stage again. yeah! continue to jia you! luci5 can do it de! wahahahahahaha.

3 cheers

and

3 cheers

and

3 cheers

for LUCIFY!

i dropped dead.

6:59 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Monday, May 22, 2006

-superband*

kuek and misaki. cute right. pretty boys~! muahahaha. =)

today is the revival match. and my dearest lucify is in there. REVIVE THEM! 3 cute guys in that band. subly created under the name of l'zefier. argh! vote for them! B5! less than 2 hours to go. i want them back! they rocked the staged today man! =D

i dropped dead.

9:15 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Sunday, May 21, 2006

-singapore idol*

in minutes times its the official start of singapore idol 2006. wahahahaha. the wait is over! and im off to watch. =D

i dropped dead.

8:01 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, May 20, 2006

-shopping spree*

today i was so in the mood to catch a movie. just nice i saw mummie online. so jio her to watch poseidon at cathay. wah leh. fully booked sia. early know i do booking online first. haha. i still never learn my lesson. know saturday sure cannot get tickets de still dont do booking online. wahaha. no movie to watch le. so go shop lor. on the way out of cine we bought famous amos. yum yum! cookies are just the best! =) walked to hereen cause mummie had to find her hairband. and i saw soul's jacket le! the ones they wore for the 6th quarts. gosh! its so pretty. but its like more for guys. so big. wear le make me look to tiny. sobs. its only 109 for the orange and 139 for the blue. hais. not fated to be mine? we shall see if i buy it. wahahaha. walked all the way to PS. on the way dropped by at centrepoint. wanted go toilet so just walked in. after toilet popped into bods.bodynits cause mummie saw a tarzan top. tried a skirt. pretty at 63 but size dont fit me. too bad. in the end bought a bag thats so ME~! black and orange! wahahahaha. chop chop buy le. go OP buy my shorts. saw this chio GUESS bag! 169 only! still gt 20% off if use NETS. lolx. if i buy it then mummie is going to kill me! wahahahaha. strolled our way to PS. motive was to eat. but we both not hungry. so just go on bread diet. went into dorothy perkins cause there was a sale. this year the GSS like keep low profile sia. wahahahaha. tried 3 jeans. sad case. size 6 too tight. size 8 too loose. actually 6 can lar but scared if ont expand then i die le. wahahaha. petite fits me so well. jeans is 69. 3/4 is 63. can consider. lolx. time checked only 9+. so do what? back to the basics. take neos lar. with my new bods bag. ooo! i just love it man!

total spendings ;
bods bag - 46.9
OP shorts - 23.9
gross total - 70.8

not too bad for a day out just for 6 hours. =D
satisfaction level - ulala`perfecto

and more shopping coming up!
after pract test on 1st june. sickening!

and my dearest mum is obsessed over crabtree and evelyn! happy spending 300+ in that place within 1 week! just for the membership i think. oh gosh! i will have 6 months supply of shower gel and hand therapy. wahahaha. thankiew mum! i will be xiang xiang gong zhu soon. fragrance princess! lolx. >_<'"

i dropped dead.

11:22 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Friday, May 19, 2006

-all my life*

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

9:55 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-piglet*

yeah! i got my piglet le. darling buy for me de! hees. thankiew! lurve ya. muackies. so cute! just like me. wahahaha. like real sia. now i can happily marry my piglet off to charlene's tigger. lolx. and its cheap! cheaper then char's one. haha. i can sense she not happy le. wahahaha. ne ni ne ni poo poo. =D we go arcade play too. wahahaha. i pon school go arcade play. im a bad girl. but a lovable one! hees. =X

i dropped dead.

6:43 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, May 18, 2006

-biology computer*

its break time. stoning aroung in the biology computer lab again. haha. our new hangout place after the new year starts. hmmm. there is this guy behind me that persistantly stays in the lab and doesnt leave. everytime we are here. he is also here. and that ass dont know what is "there is other people in the lab and that i must lower down the volume i listen to". lolx. so sickening. he will just blast his bloody music through the whole room and let people hear how IN is he or even how OLDIES is he lor. and now gladly want to compete the volume with me. play all the songs gt the "F" word. all the vulgarities. only he got those songs meh? i also got mahs. just that im gentle enough not to listen to them (wahahahaha like real sia).

i dropped dead.

2:20 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

-mad about gays*

something has just gotten into me. im so totally obsessed over gays. so in lurve with dem. first is col and ker. then is jer and roy. first couple too young for me. second couple is so handsome. especially jer. oh gosh. how can a perfect talent like him be a gay? wasted man. he is so a perfect guy a girl would ever wanted. looks. height. figure. all in one! one perfect guy. however im so lke disappointed now. hais. he is not a straight one. sad. =((

i dropped dead.

11:39 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-all over*

finally its all over man. waited for this day to come for a long time. YESH! cheers to those who worked hard! a big thanks to one and all who gave us the luck! success! but behind the success was a huge mess. haha. anyway over le. dont want go care about it le. ms kathleen knows who the ones doing the project so hopefully we get what we had done. =D a happy girl today. i can go shopping!

i dropped dead.

1:04 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

-all to overall*

and this is it. tomorrow is the day. our very first presentation. cant wait for it to be over. 30 minutes is what we need. im almost done with my part. confidence level is 80%. not up to 100% yet. cause im shy! lolx.

i dropped dead.

9:15 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Monday, May 15, 2006

-good mood*

wow! he is indeed in good mood today huh? until he is going to return money to all he had owed. including my medical fees which he wasnt willing to pay me back. hmmm. he must have eaten something wrong. fishy going on. but anyway. i will not comment more since i got my cash back. =D

i dropped dead.

9:20 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-library*

im slacking in the school library now. how many times do i usually use the computers in the library. used to but not now. the computers here suck man. system slow like anything. worst than the snail crawling in the park. lolx. this is sickening man. how can we pay such expensive school fees and provide us with such lousy equipments? no access to msn from health sciences block. how come there are so many differences between IT and health science block? can anyone from NYP answer my questions? =X

i dropped dead.

9:44 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Sunday, May 14, 2006

-found it*

YES! and i found the song. thanks to my brother. =)

i dropped dead.

3:59 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-dream chasers*

suddenly addicted to the show meng* pin tu aka dream chasers. saw the advertisement on channel U. wow! i have missed so many episodes sia. its like the second last or third last episode le. haiz. desperately looking for the whole series all over again. think i stopped at like the 3rd episode bahs. watched it on youtube. now want find also dont have lor. sad case! who ever that fucker who sabotage the videos. you been not regret what you did. and one more thing! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING HIGH AND LOW FOR THE ADVERTISEMENT SONG OF THE NEXT EPISODE. FROM THE TIME I HEARD IN AMERICAN IDOL UNTIL NOW. ANYONE WHO HAS THE SONG OR KNOW THE TITLE PLEASE TELL ME! THANKS! =D

i dropped dead.

12:38 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, May 13, 2006

-cravings*

gosh. im a pig in the making. please dont roast me when im dead. heez. i have so many cravings. i want go crystal jade eat dim sum. darling wants to eat ramen. and mummie wants to eat dim sum too. so when is our next date out? heez. we already ate swensens that day le. yummy! i seem to be missing it now. want to drink Barcardi too. long long long time never drink le. the taste disappeared. haha. i must hurry find it back. if not im not going to get used to drinking le. drown myself in Gin. Dry Gin. 1 bottle at home for me to finish. haha. i need a companion! or many companions. haha. where are all my boozing kakis? eunice! for you to see de! movies is next on the list. POSEIDON! mummie for you to see! VOICE! charlene for you de!

i dropped dead.

10:29 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-pictures time*

the pictures below are just for pure viewing ;

[ H e r e I t G o e s ]

[ H e r e I t E n d ]

i dropped dead.

12:57 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-losing a title to put*

its raining! reminds me of Bi aka rain. he is so cute! kawaii ne. it seems like snowing more like raining lar. opps. god can read my mind. its getting heavier now. haha. my brother is getting f-ed off by his tution teacher. also the man i never like. that asshole thinks he is teaching some genius. expecting him to absorb into his head like vacuum? 2 years ago i was under him. wahahaha. i fired this ass off. until he asked my mum. "so is your daughter is going to continue tution?" lolx. then she replied. "let me talk to her before i give you an answer". haha. i continued. however my results wasnt scored because he was my tution teacher. but he was a useless one. that made me want to prove to my mum even without doing all his homework i still could score. wahahaha. and i did! not an A but at least a better B. lolx. well thats the end for now. this is not about me but my brother. =D

i dropped dead.

12:11 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Friday, May 12, 2006

-public holiday*

today is vesak day. weather fine. sunny with abit of wind. mood = moodless at the moment. im so fucking bored at home. cold war between them again. over 1 stupid sentence that he said. "porridge causes rheumetism". what crap is that? which person in the right mind would say that senseless sentence. well it came out from his mouth. she argued back and war started. he didnt want open his bloody mouth. throw his fucking temper around. dont even bother to waste my precious kou shui on him. 4 days. the number of sentence i talked to him is less than 10. a record broken by me from the previous arguement. today he opened his mouth to talk. just merely replied by nodding, saying "yes" or "no". nothing more than that. im here online dishing all my thoughts out. all my anger. my frustrations. why is this sickening place is where i call home? i just dont understand. when mood is good, everything goes well. when mood no good, im their anger venting machine. im a human. a soul. a live creature. why am i living in the 22nd century with all the conservative people. this is so frustrating! i just wanna get OUT!

i dropped dead.

12:40 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

-blog*

i have created somthing new into my blog from my gang's blog. something added in there that hopefully will create new style of me. maybe not me in person but my thoughts that is going through my head.

i dropped dead.

12:38 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, May 11, 2006

-biology computer lab*

to think im supposed to be having my biology lecture now. beside me sits 2 dingdongs trying to recreate a blog. charlene and joy. like trying clothing sia. try the size. try and try and try. oie! try le must buy lehs. lolx. and im having a so called wisdom toothache? its heaty or im reallie growing a wisdom tooth? so pain. so irritating. its like something pricking on the gum. argh! i want cry le. dont even want to open my mouth to talk lor. haiz. poor me! its so tiring not to be doing anything at all. so sickening. i want to sleep! going to biology. its like listening to someone hypnotising you to sleep. then at 4pm. the lecture is like an ant lecturer teaching her students. so small and soft. for who to hear? only for those near her lor. lolx. what a lame answer for my question. time now is 16:08. went out of the room for my toilet break. at the same time made my way to the lecture hall for a peek. oh gosh! it was a male lecturer. haha. might have just learnt something from him. haha. tomorrow is a public holiday! waiting for this day for a long time. though i like keep on forgetting that i dont need to go to school. reminded by 2 people. my kor and darling. so paiseh! argh!

i dropped dead.

3:35 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

-aquamarine//meeting*

090506. tuesday. i went to watch aquamarine with charlene, joy and minmin. wahahaha. oh gosh! i just love aquamarine's hair! blonde with blue streaks. and raymond! he is freaking handsome! jake mcdorman. wahahaha. he is the man sia! and the starfish earrings. they can stick! "starfishes are big suckers but they dont lie". haha. so cute! and new boyfriends named "ben and jerry". lolx. 100506. wednesday. finally there was like a mini meet up between mrs luo and mrs lin. haha. we ate swensens! wahahaha. ice creams. fries. chowder. soda. wow wee! its heaven! wahahahaha. den its the obvious. we went to invest in the machines again. haha. this time gt mrs lin. so i can rest in design. lolx. well! till now. i can say that this is the end of my enjoyment for the moment.

i dropped dead.

10:05 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Sunday, May 7, 2006

-pressure next 5 days*

with effect from tomorrow. there will be intense pressure for me. i just wanna hurry get over and done with my week5 project. i just cant wait for wednesday. when i finally can meet both mummie and darling at the same time. however i think that our meeting peroid will be very short. enjoyment ends fast. anyway no movies for the next few days. when fridays arrives i will then plan what to do.

i dropped dead.

9:18 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Saturday, May 6, 2006

-official start of projects*

left with only 11 days to our first presentation. minus away all the saturdays and sundays its only 7 days! argh! 7 DAYS! gosh. this is going to be hell for us for the next 1 week down the road. no movies. no free time. no enjoyment. no feasting. no dating. only project and project. wahahahahaha. this rules set to shasha, jovell, chern ern and me! doesnt set to the other two because i dont think they even make an effort to enjoy themselves. lolx. opps. being very bad? i dont think so. our group is like 6 people only 3 working. the other 3 is slackers. haha. the right or wrong word to use? giving them each a chance to prove themselves to me! wahahahaha. however, whats on my mind is MOVIES! i still have not gotten a chance to go watch aquamarine. mrs luo! ths is for you to see! I HAVE NOT WATCH AQUAMARINE! wahahahaha. u watch aquamarine with me. i watch the poseidon with you. okie? set? oh yah. and find one day when mrs luo and mrs lin are free! so that we can go cineleisure for a fun time!

i dropped dead.

1:22 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Friday, May 5, 2006

-all the happenings*

finally got back my precious handphone le. after 2 days of using my old one. im like almost used to not having a handphone le. but i think it will start to be very inconvenient for all my dearest. from my eunice, to mrs luo, to my darling, to my parents. haha. they will just go crazy just looking for me. anyway today is a day i think i will never forget. at least for the next few months. today 050506. my eunice called me while i was on my way to PS. we met at hereen. surprise number one down. at the doors of cineleisure. ruth, candice and jason from project superstar walked pass right in front of me! surprise number two down. at level 9 the gaming centre. alejandro and ADRIANO walked pass me! i got so shocked. right in front of me! my favourite! wahahahahaha. tio stunned until i could even take a neoprint properly lar. lolx. surprise number three down. im so HAPPY!

i dropped dead.

10:35 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Thursday, May 4, 2006

-a story that went so wrong*

there was one little girl who had a very close friend. this close friend was a good listener and problem solver. the little girl had some problems with her relationship. and so the close friend did a introduction of her guy friend, to make the little girl feel better. first few days when on quite well. not until the both of them started to chat on the phone. the guy started to show signs of liking the little girl. everything between the little girl and guy, this close friend knew. thus made a deduction that the guy likes the little girl. well done! happy ending? no. things started to change again. the guy finally picked up the courage to ask the little girl, would she go out with a guy like him, not just as a friend but a boyfriend? the little girl gladly replied, why not? however, he knew that the little girl had a boyfriend so he did not make any other obvious moves. she thought that there was no harm knowing more guys when she had a boyfriend. however he thought that it was like a sign of betrayal and asked, wouldnt you feel guilty? many things once happened in the relationships the little girl had of which many the guy does not know. obviously the stupid little girl replied, not guilty because everytime she had a boyfriend it wouldnt seem or feel that she had one. and when this guy appeared in her life, she thought to herself it might just be a different guy now from the way her close friend describes him and from the little girl view him. it seemed that he had changed a perecption of the little girl. from a good and understanding little girl who would treasure her relationships to a little girl who plays around and doesnt treasure her relationships. sad case! from close friends to strangers all over again. will the guy understand the little girl's view? messages dont normally bring out the right meaning. if time could turn back, this little girl would hope to explain all through the phone. end of story.

i dropped dead.

8:49 AM ♥ in台湾台北市

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

-ass handphone*

beautiful creation by motorola. the one and only perfecto of rokr e1. created so many problems for me since i last bought my handphone 5 months ago. sickening company. first, my usb cable cant get connected to my computer. second, my memory card corrupted. third, my memory corrupted again. now, my phone itself corrupted. had to service my phone. agree to lost my stuffs in the phone. live without my phone fer 2 daes. idiotic company. they better service my handphone to the best before i start to loose my temper. that stupid guy who served me still delete my songs off my memory card lar. fuck! siyu was with me thats why i tahan. if my daddy was with me. the guy will prepare to resign from the company sia. haha. 3 times is the limit. more than that i will sell back the handphone le.

i dropped dead.

10:12 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Tuesday, May 2, 2006

-muscle spams*

out of school before 2pm. school is a place for me to throw my parents money to sleep. maybe i should not waste their precious money and do other things instead. gosh. i seem so weak today. leg no strength. arm no strength. what's with me man. damn shit. never eat? i ate mac for breakfast. now too lazy to go down for lunch. low blood? must ask my red blood cells. giddy? crack open my coconut head to check. i just wanna sleep on my bed. with a perfect weather god has created for me. haha. sleep is a good form of dieting. hungry only sleep. its just less than 14 days left before my first presentation. perfecto! not started. stress is coming.

i dropped dead.

2:51 PM ♥ in台湾台北市

Monday, May 1, 2006

-boring dae*

a public holiday today. everyone at home. stoning and complaining that there is no show on television. gosh. dont they got any other better things to do then to open their mouths? early in the morning. house was never quiet. from the minute he came back. shit. commenting on every thing that comes his way. so sickening. i just wanna get out of this darn place. for a minute of silence in my life. movies on my mind. but who to watch with? all the shows the timing also so wrong. sick man.

i dropped dead.

2:08 PM ♥ in台湾台北市