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Monday, September 26, 2005
-i hate it*
todae is the second week first dae of attachment...first week first dae at mount alvernia...haiz...im speechless abt todae...i juz dun lyk evryting abt the planning n all...first the lecturer suck...wad evrydae muz present to her wad we learnt...she so free arhz...do sumting else lar...y cum bother us??she said my skirt was short lar...pls lor...whre gt short if its short the lecturer at the polyclinic would haf told mi le...she is juz too old fashion lar...cant help it...juz look at her age...den the food in the canteen is lyk erm...inedible??opps...its nt nice lar...wad to do...u pae the price u eat tat quality...i still stupidly buy 6 coupons even b4 trying the food...sae im stupid okie??hmmm...maeb im nt cut out to b in the nursing profession bahz...in the polyclinic it didnt show bt nw its showing up oready...im getting paranoid!!wad the fuck!?i tink tat wrking in the ward fer 8 hrs i would carry all the bacteria wid me till i go hme...even after bathing i still tink tat im sort of "nt clean"...i dun wanna slp wid it thou...sumbodi tok sum sense into mi!!im still nt veri well...coughing on n off...im so scared i will pass my germs to others infecting dem...or catching it frm dem...im so sorrie lar...my system is nt perfect...n my mood is no gud...i juz wanna cry out loud n fergt al bout tis thing...i wanna let go evryting in mi!!i nid sumone whu can lend mmi a shoulder to lie on...fergt al my worries...n tortures in mi!!!i dunoe hw m i goin to survive n finish the 2 wks...juz hope god will help me thru...
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